Question

A lot thing is happen 
but a lot thing i not understand
i want to know why lie me but angry me ?
what you talk to me just only want to hurt me ?
what is mean let you capricious for once ?
what you mean don't find you for these feel day ?
what is mean let alone 1st ?
why you look so happy when i don't find you ?
what my status on your heart ?
is that the last one ? or just no status at all ?
what is mean your friend treat you badly and make you change until you treat like that ?
what make you feel worth ?
what you think about for this two years ?
do you love me ?
what is mean give you a break ?
you think only you feel bad when you 're bluff me ?
you said got care my feeling 
sometimes ? 
do you got think by my side when you do anything ?
why you promise me at the 1st ?
but after that you said don't want go with rules ? 
why when you lie but still can say something like scold me ?
is that everything is my false ?
i not a good boyfriend ?
i don't treat you good ?
i am suck ? 
i am not good as your friend ?
you told me i am the most important 
but actually friend is most important for you
i don't have jurisdiction to control you 
you think i can control  you ?
think clearly !
when you go out you 'll tell me last min !
even i saw the post at facebook and the plan is on
but you can tell me don't have out
when the day you will tell me when you are hang out already 
promise is useless already 
promise just a lie now 
you cant promise me anything 
delete "promise" on your dictionary 
since i think you don't know what mean with "promise"
but what you did to me 
i am still not understand
you told me you've change and i should thank for your friend 
anyway
i've to thank you to you 1st
you really change me on this time
you let me think back the past
thank for the hurt thank for the lie
but i am still very love you
i wont break up with you
and i cant too
but i will change the way to love you


Adrian 
thank to you 
with sincere ~