the letter before you go to study.
now only i know i had promise you so much thing.
that time you said "ng seh dak" me.
sometime i feel so cool.
its make smile.
I forgot i had been promised to cook for you.
i forgot you said don't let me drive very fast.
i forget i have to replace a birthday cake for you
since you got c.pox can't eat cake at your birthday.
i think have to find a time replace back the cake for you le.
I feel miss MSN now.
remember the time we just together.
we play msn and webcam for whole mid night
both are like crazy already.
keep "sot sot" always
i still got the chance play webcam with you ?
and just like before ?
But after you go to study
start changing day by day
maybe that time i cant accept yet
its make a lot argument between us
slowly our topic less day by day
sometime feel like don't want to talk at all
sometime feel so stupid
why not just calm down and talk well
why must keep argue
i feel no point for that now
and its break my own promise
"i wont argue with you "
actually i break my commitment to you too
feel regret for that
Its a lot of thing happen
you did something wrong.
i forgive you
but you dint treat me back like before.
the most basic thing text me or a call
you can lost contact for whole day.
i wonder is that you forget me alraedy ?
or its too much people message you . you not free.
well , i guess only la.
i don't want to ask you.
because i know i cant get the answer from you
you wont tell me . if i force you to tell me..
maybe,
i ll get hurt again
Now,
i feel our distance far day by day.
are you pushing me ?
Haha
but that is real.
let me walk myself.
let me walk slowly.
