Confusing

Today ,
is the same thing happen again
no matter i know what you doing
i still feel not good
or maybe i still not really clear what actually you re doing
i just trying to calm down myself
i am trying my best


I don't really mind received few message a day
its okay since you re studying
but one thing she don't know
i am so sensitive with the word "oo"
that seem like bring me lot of meaning
maybe i think too much


Hmm ,
is that message become my daily habit ?
should i start to used to it ?
Can i do that ?
I Have no idea with that
Confusinggggggggg ~


And the most hurt thing
she let other guys call her "dear"
some more she still can laugh and feel that nothing
what mean with "dear" "lou poh" and "wo ai ni"
mean less ?
Love is blind  
i hope my ear deaf 
my eye is blind
my mouth is dumb
I wont stingy
wont easily jealous
generous
endure the heart with high skilled